oh my heck!

i have no idea how to get these pictures where i REALLY want them.

but these top four are things i would have "rather" broken, if i were going to do it on purpose. hardly worth the accident if i broke something that eric actually CARES abt. and no, i'm not wanting anything to happen to any of these. i'm just trying to prove a point.  :)

i just broke eric's byu neon light!!!! oh my heck!!! it's blue and it has the letters "BYU"..... he has had it in the box in the garage, and when it was christmas time, we got out all of the decorations. he sd he was bringing that in, and i told him it's not christmas!! i was just teasing him. i didn't care!! but he's been telling everyone that i didn't want it in the house bcs it's not christmassy. :(  and i've played along w/it. now it's broken. i went in the boys room to lift the blinds. i guess the cord was wrapped in the blinds, bcs it fell and cracked into a million pieces!! i can't believe it!!! i feel just awful. i really didn't care if he had it in the house, but i don't know if he could believe me. afterall, i told him i didn't like it. but really, if i were going to get rid of something, i can think of OTHER things in the house i like less. oh i feel awful. :( and it gets so much worse. i just wrote him an apology email at work (i'm too scared to call), and i promised i would replace it. i got online and wouldn'tcha know? i can't find anything like it!!!!! it's a collector's light???! really?? a neon football college insignia??? REALLY??? how valuable IS this thing??? oh, what have i done.... :(